I've been keeping busy lately so I haven't been posting. I go in emotional loops which I keep under control but it does cause a great deal of fatigue. I made several rough drafts for the blog but the content was just too emo even for my standards. I've been looking for a positive outlet for my stress but right now the only answer seems to keep busy.
So I attended a new meet up group this week. I was pleasantly surprised by the crowd. Having spent the majority of my University career depressed, isolated, and anxious I don't really have a ton of experience interacting with my peers. I exchanged numbers with a couple of the attendees. I think I'll text them next week to see if we can meet up for drinks or something.
So one of my goals for the year 25 is to work on just being me and not judging myself. On its face it would seem easy however it has been an incredibly daunting task. I've worried about everything for 22 1/2 years out of 25. My neurosi are part of me. Despite the negative impact that they may have I don't know how I would function without them. They comfort me.
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